Pinkdevil blog

Hey Gal....time to let go...

Well, before my B-day tomorrow...old best friend called me again to celebrate my B-day.  These years, I become so attached to work (to keep me away from thinking too much), and she got her own family. Things are kind of different for our friendship. We have nothings in common, though she keeps calling me on and off when she has time.  I don’t really want to talk to her about my life anymore. I just don’t....Am I being different person after I came back from the States? Maybe… I have drifted away from the past.  She still holds down to old time memories. But, anyway, these days, I feel tired and lost…I am not that “crazy Amy” enjoying life without hesitate.  All I have now is a job and boring life….I am all alone, I mean technically alone…..even I have family around me.  Look at me; will I be the same person who I remember? I don’t know just don’t…Bye Bye my young and fearless days~ One day before My B-day...